We don't have many days especially in the spring when we wake to blue skies.74 and beautiful. I was incredibly busy again today...it has been like this for two and half weeks, but I had a chance to enjoy the sun for a while. I got a run in while my daughter was in Soccer. As I was running I came across a friend I don't get the chance to see very often. We were able to run together for about 2 miles and then we had to go our separate ways. I finished me daughters room and love the color. It's a Peacock blue. The house is almost in order just a few more things to gather up and take to Goodwill.
I'm exhausted. Plain and simple. I had a few times today when I thought about drinking. I think about drinking at the funniest times of day. Today I was driving home after my run and the thought popped in my head. It's like my body forgets and my mind quickly reminds it that we don't do that anymore. Tonight I was cleaning up the kitchen and bent over to pick up a sock (why was there a sock in the kitchen?) I suddenly remembered all the times my husband is out of town and how I used to drink because it would take away the anxiety of being alone at night. Or that's the excuse I gave myself. I'm fine and haven't drank even though he has been gone. It was just a funny thought that popped into my head. I was also intrigued at how soft my hair is right now. I'm eating better and drinking lots of water....it should be softer. I'm healthier.
I think that's about it for random thoughts. Everyone is in bed and I should be there as well. The rain will be back tomorrow...very sad but it was a wonderful day today.
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