This is a diary of sorts, sharing my experience through the planning and execution of Sobriety.

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Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Looking for Blogs in all the wrong places

I have been in search of some blogs I can follow to see others who are going through the same thing. I'm finding sites but they all seem abandon. I did find one so I posted it there on the left of Blogs I follow. After reading this Gentleman's blog he seemed pretty aligned with how I want to tackle this part of my life. He also had a recent post so hopefully I will be able to have a partnership for a while. There is still a lot that he had posted on his site that I haven't read yet so I will continue to work through it.

I have been really grumpy the last week or so. My husband has noticed it and I have noticed it. I just want to get through the next two weeks. It seems so silly....why don't I just quit now. But I think finally today I understand the process that I'm going through. Since I'm still drinking I'm really looking at this from all sides. When I wake up hung over it reminds me of my conviction to do this and then as the day goes on and my cravings are getting stronger it's helping me identify what I'm going to be going through. All the way around sober or drunk I realize it needs to stop. And having an end date is becoming more and more easy to swallow. I have spent so much time thinking about Jan 2.  I'm supposed to be blogging about my game plan right now but I think I already understand what the plan is.
So for the next few days I will be researching body cleansing and trying to find more people I can connect with so I can have support.

1 comment:

  1. Michelle, Thank you so much for posting my blog on your site. I just know you will be fine by the way you are writing and speaking. I feel that you know realize something has to be done and you are admitting you have a problem with drinking and you are not in Denial as I was for so many years. I see that you have the willingness and a strong desire to get sober and you will beat this addiction Michelle I just know it. Stay strong and believe in yourself and you will see that it is very possible to just let your addiction leave your body and start to live a completely sober life. Merry Christmas to you and your family and a Happy and sober New Years too. Believe and you will achieve.

    Mark

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