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Friday, January 13, 2012

Ups and downs

Had a few rough days. I think it's really the habit of opening the wine around dinner time. I took the kids out to dinner last night which was nice. It was great to have the distraction. I'm not having  huge overwhelming urges just a little tugs here and there to remind me that I'm not out of the woods yet. Feeling on edge and kinda spacey. But that could be chalked up to my womanly issues as much as the detox issue. Actually both together are what's probably reeking havoc. I'm sure my husband is glad to be out of town hehehe!
 I'm not missing drinking, well that's not true. I would love to have a glass of wine tonight. But with that said, I'm really enjoying feeling wonderful. I know that even one glass would change that and I would be starting all over again. I don't want to start all over again.
 I ran 3 miles and did 25min of Yoga. If felt good to stretch out. Yesterday I was able to finally get my project room cleaned up and have a huge pile of stuff to donate. Slowing working through my house and it's feeling really good to purge.

I feel like a snake and it's off with the old skin and getting used to the new.
Happy Friday the 13th!

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